What a weekend!

Okay so on friday night I went to remedy's only to see the guy I like from work making out with this super ugly girl with no class what so ever! UGH!!! Whatev! So me being the bitch that I am I decided that when we left I would give him a huge kiss on the cheeck and used my friends glittery lip gloss so when I kissed him he had glitter all over his cheek HAHAA! serves him and his ugly girl right! Anyways went to Stoney's and danced the night away! Got more drunk then i planned and oh well! Then decided I wanted to see Kipp so when I got back from Stoney's my drunk ass drove over to his place and hung out there for a few hours and got what I went there for! Yeah... It was amazing by the way! =)
Well i had to work at 10 the next morning and that really sucked! I was soo tired and a little hung over and had a 5hr. day ahead of me. So work was super busy but made it through till 230 and then left work. Finally got all the food for Turkey Day and I yay! I am soo excited for yummie turkey and stuffing and HAM!! Yummo! Saturday night I was supposed to go to Kipp's but was way too tired so I cancelled that. Worked sunday at 11 and we were busy again! BLICK!! But now I have this other dilemma on my hands with someone else from work and I just don't know what to do! He is so sweet and I know he would treat me like the princess I truely am LOL! but there is one big prob. He is married! Very unhappily married. I know all about the cheating thing after what I seen my mom go through with my dad and would never want to put a woman through that. But he is soo persistant. I unfortuantely have been in a situation like this before and I was the "other woman" But that was many years ago and i was very young and stupid! So i have plans with him on wednesday. I told him we could hang out and talk and then I will take it from there i guess. We will see. So i seen New Moon last night and damn! It was really good! Hott guys and romance! Can't got wrong with a movie like that! Well i got work tonight and should be a good night!

Thought I would get some thoughts out there...

Well, thought I would give this whole blogging thing a try. Why not? I mean I know a lot of people blog these days and so I think it is my turn to give it a try. I am on Facebook constantly and cant always put all the thoughts out there that I want to so I figure blogging would be a way to do that. Now according to Lito(my 16 yr. old brother) this is the lamest thing I could do but with this X-mas coming up I am getting a laptop so I will be able to get a lot more time online. Right now I use the family computer and it is such a battle between my little bro and dad. So... once i get my computer I will be probably be doing this a lot more. I am having a dilemma with guys. I have one that i usually see once a week and "hang out" with but I don't want a relationship with him. He is just coming out of a serious relationship and I am sure still loves her, his mother has cancer and lives in another state and also the kicker is that he has a really bad drinking problem and I would never want him for a boyfriend unless he did a huge 180. The I have this other guy is trying to be with me but he is married... Would treat me like a princess but I am not going to do that to another woman. I know the feeling of being cheated on and yeah it is pretty shitty! There is one guy that I would really like to be with and actually think that he would be almost perfect for me but the fact is that he is kinda my boss and we could lose our jobs if anything ever happened. Plus I don't know if he would look at me that way. I have friends that tell me about online dating sites but I look at it as I am not incapable of meeting someone just keep meeting the wrong ones...
On another note, I was "trying" to quit smoking but I broke that last night when i went to the bar with a girl from work and had 2 cigarettes. So it will be harder then i thought but I will do it eventually. The hardest part is not doing it when I am drinking or around friends that smoke. Another thing is trying to lose weight. I know I could stand to lose a few lbs. but i am actually fine with myself now but have a father that will not let the fact go that i am over weight. My thing is the moment that Hollister shirts stop fitting over my boobs then I have a problem. lol!
So tonight, my new friend Kristy and I are hitting up Stoneys Country Bar. Should be fun. She is a friend from work that actually reminds me of the best friend I had growing up in San Diego. She is engaged but that doesn't mean we can have fun and I can maybe meet a cute new boy! =) Hopefully!!! Well i will continue to try this out and to whoever is out there keep you posted on my confusing and sometimes lonely love life . Gotta try and take a nap before tonight and hopefully try to find an outfit for tonight.